I can't seem to get my mind off work anymore. I'm always thinking about the next schedule, wondering if we're gonna be busy or not, wondering when all the asshole customers are gonna drop in.

It's funny how one infuriating person or event can apparently nullify an otherwise reasonable day, isn't it? Perhaps it's because everyone expects us to bend over backwards and suck ourselves off to try to appease the customer. Not every customer is going to be happy, or be appeased easily, and <i>personally</i> I've learned to accept that. Let them leave over minute things.

Unfortunately, anyone over you is going to assume it's probably your fault... or so it feels, most of the time. In rare cases, it may be, and that's okay as long as it's not becoming a huge problem. Nobody is perfect. Unfortunately, people will try to guilt you even if you already realize this.

I need to detach myself, but I find it really difficult to do so. All the inconsistencies, it feels like, have just been serving to make me gradually more angry and bitter over the past month.

happy one month ~ I guess