just had another heavy crash. right in the middle of a complete week of work with no days off. something about this routine's gotta change. i know i'm going to be giving up more than i'd like to. a lot of people. but for the moment, everything's just unsustainable. a shame, too. but whatever. (it feels like an empty promise by now but i swear there's gonna be more positive/thinking type stuff here at some point)