I'm honestly extremely nervous about my schedule eventually changing back to its fucked up random thing.

Here... well, I work weekends, but I know what to expect. It's generally fairly consistent, so I actually have energy these days! (I"ve still found myself crashing, though nowhere near as early as before)

I don't want to lose the consistency. I don't want to end up tired all the time and never doing anything again. (not that the latter has changed much, but now at least it's lack of opportunity, rather than lack of energy)

I know the times will probably change at some point. I just hope they're consistent after that.

(I need to talk about this at some point.)