It's nice actually having a tiny bit of freedom. Being able to actually do a few things at night during the week is nice.

There's a place nearby hiring. I'm torn on whether I want to try to jump over, or stick with what I have. The pay over there is better (about 1/8 more what I make right now even), but I do worry about jumping into a worse situation. The worst part is that there's apparently no time to think about these things, so any decision I make is going to be rushed.

I dunno. I really just crave some kind of consistency. I know I have it now, but it's an extremely temporary consistency which will eventually go right back to being random shit again.

I just don't want my recent drive to do things to be crushed by that again.