well, i officially got the word i don't have adhd, just really bad anxiety that's affecting
my concentration. ...yay??

living in the city is going pretty well. i've been here about a month now and i think i'm getting..
a little more used to it. still not great at feeding myself though. or at having roommates.

i honestly don't know why i was so optimistic about how moving in with strangers would go well.
they're fine people, i just... don't like interacting with people. and so i feel trapped in my room
a lot of the time because i just don't want to run into anyone. i don't want anyone to see me and be
reminded that i have a physical form.

i did make an appointment to give a new therapist a try next week so hopefully that goes well

haven't made any new ~city friends~ yet, that's very much still a work in progress

i definitely need to hang out here more again, it's such a cool chill little place <3

i'm pissed i missed the fourth birthday celebration though!