Remember all the hype that i had for the girl of the last post?

she fuckin ghosted me, outta no where, absolutely no reason. 
Some friends told me that she is really anxious so thats it maybe but i
really cant undestand her.

Feelt pretty sad all week cause of it. Had an amazing night on saturday
but this sunday that sadness feeling was back. Worst of all i discovered
that some of my friends here are friends also of my ex girlfriend, today
i was supposed to go out with them but one of my closest friends told me
she was there. so i didnt go 'cause i feel we need to talk properly
before seeing each other in a casual context.

mid terms marks werent really good and i still have a lot of work to do

but i gotta focus on the good things, still have a lot of really good
friends and i really love myself lately, i feel handsome i swear.
The gym and losing some weight really helped my ego.

and last, i'm in fucking Paris alone, this is a thing that will never 
happen again, i need to be happy!!

P.s. Listening to a lot of techno music lately.

P.P.s. i listen to too much music i think