Hello, again, everybody!

I missed blogging. It has been 2 weeks and I'm kinda
exhausted, but I slept in for around 11 hours last night so
I'm fine. :)

# On Difficult Stuff

Cleaning up was a nightmare for me, and that is not to
mention a pack-up initiative that came right after that. I
had to declutter 6 years' worth of clutter, throw away
trash, give away things I did no longer use, and pack all
the things I had to take, along with my workbench and a few
books ahead of the reading list.

It ate up all my time, but I'm happy with the result.

In return, moving homes and setting it up was way easier and
I have much less stuff. Here's a tip: If you can't keep
track of all things that you have mentally, it is probably
an extra mental weight instead. I had drawers and boxes
marked as a "black box" because I literally didn't know what
was inside.

# Queen

I have been listening to entire Queen for hours on end, in a
loop, while cleaning up. It saved my sanity and I have a new
favorite band

First of all, Queen II vinyl is on my
birthday-present-list-but-no-jk-unless list.

Queen (the first album) is a nice compilation of early
stuff. I love Keep Yourself Alive. Son and Daughter is a
classic sports car commercial trap. It is all good but
compared to rest of the Queen, they are a bit unrefined. My
Fairy King is a great intro to Queen tho.

But what about Queen II?

Have ever feeled *hooked*, but while listening to an album?
It is not like you just sat there and listened to the whole
thing? Yes.

But what about the rest? I'm kinda split-hearted about the
rest. I don't know how to feel about their change in tone. I
love progressive rock but I don't listen to much art
rock. Maybe it is still too early for me?

# On Perspective

Thinking of all tasks in terms of how brain actually handles
them has had a great positive effect on my attitude.

Learning becomes *training* neural networks, becoming a
better person becomes swapping bad *habbits* with good ones,
memory is no longer non-*deterministic*, and dealing with
sadness can be achieved by going through *images* of life
(happy and sad) and understanding how tinted human
experience can be (or atleast, that works for me).

I also wouldn't pressure myself when I can't do things
well. I know it takes time. I know I need balance in life. I
know it takes understanding of the process to boost it.

I don't try to generalize this to all things, but it has
been a nice relief. It is almost like cheating. Has life
always been this easy?

# On Phlog Roll

Will you guys keep another secret for me?

I have been putting off creating a phlog roll for the last
two weeks. I should really set-up some means of following
people. Tbh, I'm also guilty because I haven't set up RSS on
my phlog. I'll see if I can get Emacs to generate one. Baby
steps, right?

# Closing

I'm really in a situation that I can keep testing stuff and
see what fits me, and where do I fit. I'm thankful for all
this. I need to take my time but put my time into things I
love, because that's the only way to build worthwhile
things. Or atleast I have the opportunity to provide myself
with that.

Life has just began.